Alexi Panos Inspiration

In life, we all get broken open. We all experience some crazy pain be it a messy childhood, a traumatic loss or a breakup. We can't escape life without escaping some of these moments. And these wounds are normal to life, just like physical wounds are normal to the human body. And just like the body goes tow work to heal the wounds of the flesh, life goes to work to heal the wounds of the soul. But there is something that we do that tends to disrupt this natural process; we tend to reopen the wound so we can re-experience the pain, so we can hold onto it, so we can bring the old pain into a new circumstance. But WE are the cause of this new wound because WE hold the knife that reopens it. And I know this example far too well. I let this one play out over and over and over and over again. I would reopen the wound of being cheated on in the past and bring it into every relationship I was in; because I wasn't ready to let it go. I wasn't willing to see that it was ME that was still holding onto it. So, I in turn